"I thought you were only a pastel dream"

Atheena Samsuri said:

b2, its JUNE alreadyyyyy hahaha can you pls update~ this is why i visit your blog like, every fortnight!

lovelove, b1~ :B

Wellllll.... Because of you tina, I'm gonna blog! Ok. Let's see... What can I blog about? You see, that's the problem all the time. Idk what to blog!!! And also two other reasons. 1) Lazy lazy lazy 2) I'm pretty boring (plus, see my Profile section?)

For starters, let's talk about my job? It's a love-hate relationship I share with it. I love those kids but I feel like throwing them into the bin at the same time. I only whole-heartedly love and wish to openly declare my love for PIERCE SIM WEI SHAN. I LOVE YOU. Please, one day when you read this, I hope you still remember me, the teacher that loves you sooo much. I was telling my dad the other day, if I had all the money in the world, I would buy him. And then I told Ben that I feel like abducting him and bring him out together with Ben! Ben wants to meet him too, how sweet. Everyday when I talk on the phone with Ben, I talk about Pierce. I even changed my phone's background to a picture of him and I hahhaaahha Ben... I'm sorry. But he's my #2, after you of cos! :)

AN ANGEL SENT FROM ABOVE (L) this is the background pic

Other than Pierce (and a bit of Dymas), I dread work. Dread waking up early, reaching work and feel like sleeping already.. And then when all the kids run jump scream throw/snatch toys.. I really feel like I'm aging fast when I work there. Those little devils are hard to handle! But then again, they really bring me bundles of joy when I watch them grow and say or do cutest things. Ben says I love my job deep down in my heart. Maybe I do!

Okkk.. So right now, I have a face mask on and I missing Ben like a hell lot. He won't be out till Sunday night (I took Monday off to spend time with him!)because of some SIT test. I hope he's well.. I didn't get to talk to him yesterday night and today because he's out in some jungle. Army is cruel. 2 whole years of national slavery. And it's the perfect recipe for breaking up relationships. But I know our love will surpass any obstacles to come :) We have this special diary for the army period for us to pen down anything and for me especially to write in the book whenever I miss him. It's gonna be our 2 years anni soooon! REALLYreallyreally way beyond happy glad contented that I have him in my life. I've never loved anyone this much before and I'm so glad he tells me that all the time too. Isn't it the best feeling in the world? To love someone so much and knowing that person loves you back in the very same degree. Anyway, chanced upon this in someone's tumblr:

(via itryreallyfuckinghard)

I am his/this girl.